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Mindmap von ashley.trippe, aktualisiert more than 1 year ago
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Losing My Mind
- Ego
- Fight between ego and confidence
- Feeling connected and one with everyone,
then loving myself and wanting to feel special
to the world
- Feeling connected and one with everyone,
then loving myself and wanting to feel special
to the world
- Being an only child, selfishness
is a common trait
- Can't find balance- Don't know
when it's OK to be selfish
- Aquarius
- Nikki calling me selfish
- Can't find balance- Don't know
when it's OK to be selfish
- Fight between ego and confidence
- Joey
- Expectations
- Expecting within reason, the balance of expectatins
- Expecting within reason, the balance of expectatins
- Not feeling comftorable after funeral
- Did I make things weird or has something weird been going on
- Never know what to ask or
say for stimulation
- Did I make things weird or has something weird been going on
- Trust
- Taylor and Ash
- Taylor and Ash
- Game of who cares less?
- Confidence
- Expectations
- Social/Overthinking
- Can't people
- LSD/Mushrooms
- Purpose of Life
- How God ties in with my psychedlic experiences
- My part in the plan
- How God ties in with my psychedlic experiences
- Music Festivals, Suwannee, Nikki, Gare
- Can't thrive in music festivals because I can't be myself without overthinking
- Wakarusa Mushroom trip
- Grateful Dead Fam
- Groups
- Intimidating
- Intimidating
- Cult
- Groups
- I know there's a balance between the real
world and spirituality, but is there?
Buddha left everything
- Wakarusa Mushroom trip
- I feel like I never talk about the
right stuff, overthink
conversations
- Can't thrive in music festivals because I can't be myself without overthinking
- Difficulting separatig drugs and spirituality
- There are people who have no idea what I'm
talking about. I feel crazy a lot of the time, like
everything I think is crazy
- There are people who have no idea what I'm
talking about. I feel crazy a lot of the time, like
everything I think is crazy
- Purpose of Life
- Can't get close to people
- Worried I don't have
anything of value to say
unless it's about me
- I can never know
enough about stuff/not smart enough
- Not enough time for me to learn about everything while maintaining balance
- Not enough time for me to learn about everything while maintaining balance
- I can never know
enough about stuff/not smart enough
- Confidence might have an affect
- Scared of letting
the wrong people
get to know me
- Judgment of character
- Taylor
- Scared in
general for
people to get to
know me?
- Do I not like myself? I like being alone
- Worried of having to
entertain who I'm with
all the time
- Again, ego? Me feeling like I have to be
the center of attention?
- I'm okay not doing anything, even though I prefer to be
doing something. I'm just not so comftorable doing
anything with people really, unless there's a planned
event or a goal.
- Worried I'll run out of stuff to talk about
- Maybe I don't want to talk about spiriuality
because I'll feel no one will understand
- How do I not seperate myself from everyone else?
- How do I feel one with everyone without mentally thinking of myself as different?
- How do I get out of my
head
- How do I get out of my
head
- How do I feel one with everyone without mentally thinking of myself as different?
- How do I not seperate myself from everyone else?
- Maybe I don't want to talk about spiriuality
because I'll feel no one will understand
- Worried I'll run out of stuff to talk about
- So many awkward
silences in my life
- I try to ask people questions
about their life, I feel like I'm
talking about the wrong stuff all
the time
- Everthing that I feel I have to talk
about seems either really worldly or really spiritually out there
- I've been thinking spirituality so
much, but I don't know enough to
feel comftorable talking to people
- Goes back to Music Festivals
- How is anyone confident in what they're
doing and in the relationships they have without knowing what
your grounding and roots are
- Goes back to Music Festivals
- I've been thinking spirituality so
much, but I don't know enough to
feel comftorable talking to people
- Everthing that I feel I have to talk
about seems either really worldly or really spiritually out there
- I try to ask people questions
about their life, I feel like I'm
talking about the wrong stuff all
the time
- Again, ego? Me feeling like I have to be
the center of attention?
- Do I not like myself? I like being alone
- Judgment of character
- Can't be the happy and friendly self I want to
- A lot of guys have taken it the wrong
way
- Due to that I overthink my entire self
- Because guys take it the wrong way, if I'm with both girls
and guys I don't want anyone thinking I'm coming off as
flirty so I just try to not be super friendly
- I feel like it can be considered fake,
but I want to be happy and excited
all the time, and you can be
whoever you want so shouldn't I
practice the traits I want to have
- End up not showing people who I am
- I feel like it can be considered fake,
but I want to be happy and excited
all the time, and you can be
whoever you want so shouldn't I
practice the traits I want to have
- Because guys take it the wrong way, if I'm with both girls
and guys I don't want anyone thinking I'm coming off as
flirty so I just try to not be super friendly
- Due to that I overthink my entire self
- Spirituality has made me question who I am, my reasons
for what I do, and the kind of relationships I have
- A lot of guys have taken it the wrong
way
- Worried I don't have
anything of value to say
unless it's about me
- Can't people
- Maintaining Life Balance
- There's not enough time, but time doesn't exist
- Mom
- I feel like I'm the only one that can help
- Hate the job my whole life
- Don't know what else I would be
doing though, good on resume
- Don't know what else I would be
doing though, good on resume
- Health
- Mini stroke
- Mini stroke
- Jim- she feels alone
- Fight between me wanting to
experience everything I can
while I can, because my
opportunities might not be as
expanded when I'm older
- Mom has worked her ass off her whole life
- Feeling selfish and guilty every day I don't want to work and every day I don't work
- Jim and Joey making me feel selfish
- I feel stuck in Gainesville
- Don't want to leave because of
family and funds
- Free house tha was made for me, they built
stuff for Buddha, mom at work, their health,
don't want to disappoint them mostly.
- The Living Buddha
- The Living Buddha
- Free house tha was made for me, they built
stuff for Buddha, mom at work, their health,
don't want to disappoint them mostly.
- Don't want to leave because of
family and funds
- Disappointed mom and Jim so much
- Constantly feeling like I'm making up for something
- I don't know what's right to be expected out of me
at this age. Sometimes I feel I do a lot, and other
times I feel like I don't do a lot of what I should be
doing.
- "If you feel like you should have you life together by 20, you're living your twenties wrong"
- "If you feel like you should have you life together by 20, you're living your twenties wrong"
- I don't know what's right to be expected out of me
at this age. Sometimes I feel I do a lot, and other
times I feel like I don't do a lot of what I should be
doing.
- Constantly feeling like I'm making up for something
- Jim and Joey making me feel selfish
- She didn't have the
opportunities or resources I
have when she was growing up
- I grew up learning to appreciate everything I
have, I try to appreciate everything in my life by
trying to take advantage of my resources
- It's hard for me to take money serious because I want to trust that God and the Universe will provide
- Probably provide within reason
- Do I think this because I have always been
provided for?
- Popped a tire- had to borrow money from mom
so I get how saving to prepare for the
unexpected is important
- Struggle with security
- The point of civilization and society is to create security of living
- Can you ever actually create security? Everything can change so fast and how can you actually prepare for the unexpected?
- Can you ever actually create security? Everything can change so fast and how can you actually prepare for the unexpected?
- The point of civilization and society is to create security of living
- Struggle with security
- Probably provide within reason
- I spend a lot of money, hard for me to save it
with 40,000 sitting in my savings
- I see my mom work her whole life at a job
she didn't like, to 30 years later still be
doing the same thing
- I see my mom work her whole life at a job
she didn't like, to 30 years later still be
doing the same thing
- It's hard for me to take money serious because I want to trust that God and the Universe will provide
- I grew up learning to appreciate everything I
have, I try to appreciate everything in my life by
trying to take advantage of my resources
- Feeling selfish and guilty every day I don't want to work and every day I don't work
- Mom has worked her ass off her whole life
- Hate the job my whole life
- I feel like I'm the only one that can help
- Mom
- Hard deciding where and who to put my time into
- Goes back to judge of character
- We're all the same person with different
factors, hard for me to cut people out of
my life or not give people my time when
I'm needed
- Everyone needs someone
- Everyone needs someone
- We're all the same person with different
factors, hard for me to cut people out of
my life or not give people my time when
I'm needed
- Hate my job but I
want to help mom
and I want money
- Goes back to judge of character
- Struggle between laziness and
productivity
- Adderall
- Adderall
- There's not enough time, but time doesn't exist
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