poem alternates
between first person
narrative and Alison
describing herself in
third person
Enjambment
makes Alison's
memories seem
disjointed
stanzas are often
broken linked
through
enjambment
Nota:
ENJAMBMENT: continuation of a sentence or clause over a line break
A dramatic monologue
Begins and ends
with isolated lines
Highlights Alison's
dislocation from her
past
Emphasis of the
separation of the 2 selves
and has a disorientating
effect on reader
STORY
A young woman
is looking at a
photo of herself
She is remembering her former life
before she suffered a head injury
and lost her memory
She talks about how
different her life was
before
As if she's another person now
Has to remind
herself everyday
that her father is
dead
she feels sorry for
her former self
whose end is soon
to come
LANGUAGE
contrast
Suffered lots of physical
change but also mental
damage
Stark contrast between
past Alison who's full of
hope and her present
self
Pronouns
refers to her former self as "SHE"
Only uses "I" to talk
about the present
She's disconnected
from her former self
Language of injury
She constantly reminds us
of her injury
Becomes defining
feature of who she is
Lots of images of brokenness and
injury
MY IDEAS
The first line is a stage
direction making her seem
more distant to readers as if
they are just watching over
her life
Caesura and enjambment in the poem give
the effect that her thoughts are jumbled and
she is not able to continuously speak about
her past as she cannot remember what
happened
It also gives the poem a smoother flow as if it was
being spoken
The last line uses the word "was" which is a past participle
this gives the effect that her hopes and dreams of
the past are all lost as she s no longer that girl
she speaks of
Identity seems to get lost
throughout the poem as the
girl talks about herself as if
she has 2 different
identities
current self and former self
FEELINGS AND ATTITUDES
Confusion
frequently mentions that her
memory loss causes
confusion
Grief
Central stanza about her
father highlights her grief
Has to be reminded of his death every day
will never get over it
Unable to mourn her father's
death because of her brain
damage
Despite brain damage she is still
consumed by her sadness